There has been so much talk lately, mainly at work, about rape. I am a very private person, for the most part, and nobody knows about my past. It is actually a pretty big fault of mine, to an extent, because I don't deal with stuff completely. I was molested for years when I was a child, and raped when I was 16. It is always there, but usually under control. With all I have been hearing lately, the memories are just really vivid. I haven't been sleeping well at all. I have been praying a lot. Part of what I have been praying for is to help me feel. The only thing I usually can't control is feelings that have anything to do with my children. I am very guarded with everyone and everything else in my life. Well they were having a conversation today at work about a girl that was raped. It sent me over the edge. I started crying uncontrollably. My boss took me into her office. I calmed down a bit and went back out. They started the conversation again and once again, I broke down. I am assuming they have now figured out what was bothering me. Anyway, I am assuming this is probably a part of getting over it, but am so tired of dealing with this after so many years. I haven't been in therapy for awhile, and know I need to be going again, it just seems to be so redundant. I leave when it starts to get better and after awhile, it comes back. Does anyone have any advice????