She hasn't called or smsed me and last night I sent her a sms explaining everything all my problems and how I feel about her and that I need her now more than ever and she hasn't called me or even smsed me, so now my mind is trully messed up and I don't know what to think right now, and school starts 2morrow so I can't go and see her, and the the guy who stabbed me in the back and betrayed me lives closer to her than I do so I'm afraid that he will visit her 2morrow and that upsets me so much, I want to call her but i don't know how she will react to me, I'm really not doing so well right now and I need her in my life because when her and I were still really close friends i was happy for a while all my problems in life were forgotten and now that she is gone my life has really hit rock bottom, I just wish that she would let me know that she is there for me, but she hasn't and thats makes me so sad, I want to cry and I try cause maybe that will make me feel better but no matter what i try or what I think about I just can't cry and I havn't cried in well over 8 years, so if anybody got any ideas on what I can about this whole situation I would love to hear from you cause right now I really need sum advice on what I can do.