Im at wits end! I was doing just fine, in a happy happy mood, then my fiancee came home and left to go to his mommys house again. So I came here for help and got called "immature" and other really crappy things. (Because I get upset when my fiancee spends 2 -3 days at his mommys house per week)

So those morons in chat have successfully just drove me insane! Im trying to remember its not real its not real (what Im seeing and hearing) its not real! Im here alone because mommas boy went out to him mommy's to spend the night. Im trying to remember that everything to do (step by step instructions when this happens). It happens to me when I get stressed or angry/ sad..etc. Particularly when its layered with other things.

Its all in the head, its all in the head - it would just be nice to have someone here to make it all go away. (I see aliens and other scary things/ hear scary sounds). Laugh if you want, I dont care. This is my rant.

Maybe I should leave him like that moron in chat suggested. Ill go out on the street with my suitcase and just walk and walk going no where quickly. YA good advise! Or or, better yet, Ill ask one of these nice aliens to come and give me a ride! Im sure THEY wont be such ignorant narcissistic beings like humans are huh?

You want icing on the cake? I cooked him a steak meal with potatoes tonight. Do you know why? HAHAHAAHH It happens to be our ANNIVERSARY! So hooray Honey! Insensitive A-holes to the rescue huh! Aliens, Morons in chat, AND mommys boy! This is classic, happy joyous day HUH? Im SO happy people enjoy being so HELPFUL in HELP ME chat by NOT HELPING!

Oh boy! I guess I better start writing before someone here interrupts before knowing everything and just calls me names. THE JOYS OF HUMANS! At least when aliens screw you up, they do it immediately and not pretend like they care!

HAPPY 3 YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO ME