Ok, if you are afiad of hurting her her or pissing herr off, tell her you're gay or some other screwed up ***** like you're a meth porn addict or something that will make haul azz. If it do to a MH issue w/ you needing someone then find some friends for support till you find a new one. Yes it is hard, harder if the sex is good but you must not keep it going. I've seen friends not end it & it last for years or they mess up & have kids, then one is really screwed.

That might have sounded like I'm being an azz but I'm for real.

Hope this helps.