Oh Peg...I understand this so well...I have a full time job and have no choice but to get up at 5:30 every morning and have a talk with myself about my responsibilities and the things I HAVE to do (also that I am blessed to have a job)....but...when I am down in the pit...I just think about Saturday when I can snuggle into my covers and feel safe from the world and not have to be aware of all the paralyzing emotions that greet me in the morning.