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I too suffer from Bipolar II and I know some of how your feeling.....but you do have considerable insight and talent to write you feelings out like you did.....I was in the hospital about 3 weeks ago for 2 weeks for suicidaul thoughts...the hopelessness I know that all to well.....please keep talking and venting to get your feelings out.
I am praying for you and hoping you feel better soon.
take care