Is this Jadell Leigh? I found a posting on deviant art and wondered if this was you.
I too often feel overwhelmed by things but I try my best to tackle one issue at a time, chipping away at the much in hopes a lotus blossom will emerge some day.
You can post what you wish here without worrying about anyone judging you and if you want, feel free to PM me and we can talk through those.
We're here to help.
Chris