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Originally Posted by jooker
On the other hand, suicidal "ideation" is going beyond the random periodic thought and beginning to dwell on and romanticize about suicide. This often includes actual visualizations or mental rehearsals of different ways to do it. Sometimes it becomes a vicarious way to relieve the stress of feeling so awful -- going right up to the line but never crossing the point to follow through...
 Jooker

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I have definitely seen this side of myself and it's very scary. At the moment I have the though I can see it clear, then afterwards I just wonder what the **** I was possibly thinking. Thanks for sharing this Jooker and welcome to PC.
Chris