Hello PC ppl.......whether anyone noticed or not, I haven't been around for awhile again (let's hear those cheers ) We've landed in the Land of Poverty lately; we got our cable/internet pulled w/o warning for over a week.. being severely agoraphobic lately.(yeah go to the Anxiety Forum)..not being able to communicate w/the outside world has been terrifying ...........

We have no money; we have no food -- that which we have, we binge & purge (yeah, go to the ED Forum)

We're down to smoking cigarette butts & any red cent left over goes towards booze for both myself & my DH (yeah, go to the Substance Abuse Forum) I've been incredibly lonely & scared (yeah, go to the Depression Forum) I've been dissociating like mad!! (yeah, go to the Dissociation Forum)

I'm back....and instead of being the Phoenix which rises from the ashes; I (we) have been the Phoenix doing a "nose-dive" back into the ashes..........

Just wanted to warn you all..........DAYZEE's back & uglier than ever! PEACE TO ALL WHO DARE ENTER HERE......................signing off......