I recently got accepted into a university program this week and it will begin fall 2010. I have tried many programs but have never completed a program. I am angry and confused that the same thing will happen with this program.

And I have been worrying myself sick about a legal matter for many weeks now. I have called two reputable sources for legal information regarding my situation and they both essentially told me the same thing---I have nothing to worry about. But still I am very paranoid and anxious. I will not know the outcome of my legal matter for several weeks.

I want to celebrate and acknowledge that I am accepted into a university program by having a pizza and slice of cake delivered tonight.

But I don't think I am worthy of it.