i'm a married woman with children and i have a WONDERFUL husband but.....i think about women ALL the time, i look up sexy photos of women on the internet, i watch lesbian porn videos and it makes me so hot and it's actually helped with my sex life with my husband. But when he leaves to go anywhere i whip out all my gadgets and pleasure myself either to internet or tv where i can watch sexy women. I also love to pleasure myself in the mirror, and when i'm with my husband i sometimes get myself into positions where i can fantasize that i'm with a woman and i'm really giving it to her. Is this weird? I love him so much, i just have this new found interest in women and i love watching hard core woman on woman action. I would never cheat, is this fantasy world okay?