Sounds like verbal abuse, which is just as bad as physical, if not worse- the bruises NEVER heal..........

Sounds like the classic cycle of verbal abuse, apology after, only it continues..

You deserve the best pamela, mental illness or no mental illness, you deserve someone who understands you deep down, who is there for you, who does not knock you down, I have a mental illness too, and it is hard enough dealing with it much less someone else making it worse...

You deserve the world, pamela.....and you can only find what you deserve by exiting your current situation and going behind door # 2..

I have found in my own personal life I exited and went with what was behind door #2- no one at first, seven months of being alone (but sane and happy...) then meeting the man of my dreams who UNDERSTANDS myself and my illness

I wish this for you