hey there violet =)

good job keeping yourself going. It's so important. I too get paralyzed - was thinking of posting about it actually.

All we can do it take things just one step at a time. And please don't feel guilty for not doing enough around the house. You are doing your best. Depression is quite a beast. Sometimes people who haven't experienced depression don't understand how bad it really can be. Society follows this general perception putting TONS of pressure on us to be "normal" "not pathetic" ... whatever you want to call it. But the simple truth is feeling guilty about it will not help. Do as best you can. Keep going going oing as much as you can. If you fall, take a few moments to breathe, then pull yourself up and try again. Best of luck