Thank you all for your posts and advice!!!! It really means alot and helps loads!!!

Briester, I think you are right about not needing to tell my friend just yet!!! You are right about the psychologist too!! Thankyou!

Thanks Berries, your idea is a good one and i think i might try it!!! Thanks again!!

Thank you Rohag! I'm glad you did post it!!! Everything you said is right!!! I appreciate any posts!!!

Thank you all again for taking the time to read my thread and repy!!
It means so much!!!!!!
And the advice and kind words has helped ease my panic!!!! Hugs to you all!!!