((((((susan888)))))) Mine was miserably sick the last few years of his life. I finally sent that letter all the therapists had told me to write to him a few months before he died. He sent me one back basically turning things all around, and of course never completely admitting any of his disgusting acts. That's when I knew there would be no light for him. All those years, I wanted to believe he would feel sorry for what he did on his dying bed, but not even a little bit..... There is definitely a "special" place for Mr. H right next to Mr. M.....and the rest of the evil on this earth