My therapist works at the school counseling center and technically i'm only allowed so many sessions even though the rules are adjusted to accomodate special needs. She recently told me that she thinks we should end soon because a) she thinks therapy for 'survivors' should be done in chunks and she thinks this chunk is done for now
b) she thinks i will need a break sometime soon
c) she isn't sure how well she's meeting the obligations of her other students/patients because of the time taken up with me.
she gave me the choice of either the end of the summer or fall...what should i do? i don't think i'll be ready to quit therapy then but i've been with her for several months so how do i start with someone new? the last T i had got a new job and moved away...so i'm wondering if i should just give up on therapy all together. any ideas?
-shadowdancer
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i tear my heart open
i sew myself shut
my weakness is
that i care too much
the scars remind me
the past is real
i tear my heart open
just to feel
~Papa Roach
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