Dayzee, your feelings are coming through loud and clear. Would it help to say that I know exactly how you feel? thing is, it sounds angry and agressive. People tend to not want to respond to something like that because, well... they got triggered. Rather than say anything, they say nothing.

I'm really sorry you're going through such a rough time. But no one can change the direction you're moving in but you and your hubby. You might call your Welfare Dept. and find out if there's a Food Closet in your area. Catholic Charities also gives out canned goods and stuff. Push comes to shove, and sounds like it has, go ahead and sign up for Welfare while you're in the office. You may also qualify for medical assistance. If so, get yourselves to the Mental Health Clinic.

Please take care of yourself.