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First I want to start out with...yeah, I know it was stupid. I wasn't thinkin straight and I should have never done it...but the damage is done and I can't take it back so please just advise me.
Friday I freaked out and started cutting my stomach. It wasn't deep and it was more like scratches that bled, I just filled about the space of a nickel with them. So afterwards it stung really bad and I still felt sorta out of it and put hydrogen peroxide on it. The 3% stuff that you use. Instead of just dabbing it with it though, I poured some on it and watched it sit....yeah I know stupid... So then I was just gazing into it still sorta dazed feeling and my skin started to produce little air bubbles, and I just watched them...yeah I know, getting more stupid... After about a minute of that my skin turned white there and I came to the realization that it was burning my skin. Of course that sorta snapped me out of the trance like state and I wiped off the rest of the liquid. It took almost a day for the white to turn to red and now the skin is peeling off a little deeper than the scratches went. So back to my question...should I be worried about it, and if so what should I do?
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God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.
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