well, my roommate and i have been living together for a little over a year now. i have known her since 3rd grade in elementary school. she's short
(like about 5'4 to 5'6). ive been getting really mixed signals from her pretty
much as long as ive known her. she's pretty much my only chick friend and
she is totally my best friend. she's a virgin and has never had a boyfriend.
but every time i have a girlfriend she acts in an antagonizing way towards
them. she's really smart, and i guess most of the girls i date are not quite
as intelligent as she is. but anytime she has ever talked to any of the chicks
ive dated it has been the most condescending show of conversation i have
ever witnessed.

i brought it up a few times back in highschool and it has always been
something to the affect of "you're too good for her" or "im sorry, she
just makes it so easy". my room mate is a very pretty girl, she's not
exactly the type ive been known to go for because im a good bit taller
than she is. but she is still really attractive. ive known guys that have
tried to pursue her but she comes off as "way too abrasive dude.."
i can honestly say that she is the only girl that i have ever loved. i don't
bean it in a "romantic" kind of way. (atleast i don't think.) but every night
before she goes to sleep she comes to my room to say "im going to bed,
love you." and i can honestly say she is the only girl i have ever said it
back to.

she got drunk at my friends new years party last december and she
basically orally attacked me. i was drunk too so when she stopped
i laughed a little bit and asked if she was ok. she got super embarrassed
(this chick is confident as hell, and as far as i can tell never really gets
embarrassed.) and started visibly blushing right before yelling "oh my
god!" and fleeing the room.

we've talked about it a quite a lot since then (according to her it was
her first kiss?) but she insist that it wouldn't work between us because
she's "not my type" or "you could do better than me." but to this day
she antagonizes chicks i bring home with the whole "you could do better"
********. i don't know what to do. and her holding me to this standard
is really stressful. no chick she meets is good enough. but even her,
my beautiful, smart, funny, confident best friend who i actually care
about is not good enough? i really don't know what she want's from me.

any advice?