((((((DPS)))))) It's a hard time for a lot of people with bad memories. Opheliasorrow is right. You are now, and safe, and the memories are scary but they are not there now. They can't hurt you, but how you respond to them is another matter. Scared and silent has some really good advice. Be nice to yourself. Cuddle down and make it a time to spoil yourself. The sun will be up soon, and things will be a lot easier then