{{{{{{{Forgoten}}}}}}}}}}}}} I don't know how much posting on here helps you. I will tell you that this place keeps me hanging on by a thread, but I am still hanging.

I have no one in my life, except my T and he isn't available 24/7 for me, that cares or is even willing to listen. It's a very lonely, isolating feeling - no one honestly cares.

The people on this board do care and try to be there for everyone. It's not the same as if it were in real life, but hopefully it may be enough for you to have a reason not to slide completely. I admit that there have been a few times where it wasn't enough, but the rest far outweigh the bad.

I take one day, one hour, at a time. I can not look further ahead or I will sink. Try to do the same. Just get thru an hour and congratulate yourself on doing it.

Try to focus on one issue at a time, when you need to deal with it - otherwise you may get overwhelmed. Every day is a struggle and I always hope I win. I hope you do as well.

You are more than welcome to PM me anytime. Take things slowly, please.

Mary Alice