T,
Thank you

But I don't think I've made any difference except a negative one.
More often than I would like is the feeling I could have done more, should have done more...on some level, I know that all of us did the very best we could.
Best now is not the same as best then
and that is looking back with discounting what we had to work with then...you know what in-country was like on your end, for us it was knowing we had little chance of upping survival rates.

Tet was a killer of the physical and mental...
it only got worse after that
or better if a hardened heart could be considered as "better."

C