Elysium, You are totaly alright welcome to the fact of life. WE cry too. When you want to get drunk next time try to have a designated alter to stay sober It doesn't work all the time. but when Some of our Alts dranked alot it was fun for us becuse we use to drink guys 2x our size under the table and still walk that is why you were able to walk. One of your alts was watching you back but like a good momie making you clean up you own mess. Yes we have lost count of how many times we have been in similar sircumstances. But each time the very same alts that drive us fricken nuts are the ones that keep us walking strieght May you find shelter from the storm