e-mailed her gist of this thread and she was pleasantly surprised being remembered. she asked to briefly share:

Can you condense my life into two paragraphs? (since I left) Definitely tell them what my name was[Fayerody] and tell them that she died in February, unexpectedly, at age 7. Now I've started crying.......

I don't know that I can go "home" again.

She is currently not using any message board support system. We'd guess she's not sure if this would be home again ever as well.

The death of her beloved Fayeroe was devastating due to the sudden suspicious nature of it all. Fortunately now there is a new member to her pack to help fill the paws of companion/protector that had been Fay's job for the past several years.

She was very touched to have been remembered. That's something that's often hard for most of us w/ mental disease/disorder to know in our hearts--that we count and matter to others and we're not invisible.

mental illness can leave one feeling so alone and isolated against this sometimes cruel world.

and on that chipper note :\