::::waves from the pity pot::::

Yeah, I'm depressed... I'm also probably going to go back to another psychologist here eventually, it's just the first one put me off really bad. I'm thinking about seeing if I can find a psychiatrist in my health plan so I can become an experimental guinea pig for medications.

I feel bad continuously around here because I'm so deep in my own emotional morass, not to mention my rut, that I feel I just don't have any worthwhile support vibes to send out to everyone. I try, but it's really hard sometimes to be outgoing and warm & Universally unconditionally loving everyone when I feel just dead inside.