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Old Jul 19, 2005, 07:34 PM
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I don't know how I am going to make it through work tomorrow. One of my supervisors just came back from maternity leave I met her for the first time today and I've already broken down because of her. She makes me feel so inadequate. She doesn't seem to understand the way I think, and therefore makes it sound like I am thinking about it wrong. I know she doesn't say it, but she might as well. I know I must be overreacting because my partner doesn't eel the same way, but I can't help it. All I could do was hold back the tears until she left and then cried in the bathroom. When I was coming back I could hear her talking to m partner in our office so I waited around the corner till she left...trying to keep under control. Her way of thiinking has made our task nearly impossible now. That is enough to make me fall apart(unlike my partner whom you should be able to tell by now is way more in control of herself...despite that I did better on the task we were just being lectured on), add onto that the fact that all she does is make me feel worthless and bad/wrong at everything how am I going to make it. Our offices are almost right next door and we have a meeting with her tomorrow. It makes me feel so sick. Why do I feel this way? Why doesn't my partner understand and just thinks I'm way overreacting? Why does she make me feel so inadequate?
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