sorry i haven't read the whole thread. i'v been like that before though. Its awful feeling. Can be pretty difficult to understand if you never been there. It would be easy to just say get off your *** but its not always that easy.. I even used to well at myself inside my head to get off my *** and get up, i used to plan in my thoughts what steps i needed to take to get my day started and to even get out of bed but sometimes the only thing that got me up was needing to in to the toilet and then i fought to stay up and up get some food or drink. Some days i stay in my pajamas til the arvo.. Its not a good thing and thats why i can't work at the moment. Its has. When i was in hospital the nurse used to get me up to have a shower and get some clothes on it was helpful to have that help at that time. I'm doing ok now.