enough sleep to function
oh good
only two times of waking up
scrambling to get to the OR
didn't know where I was
do now, though

sunny if not cool and windy today
bundle up in layers
get out and get away

layers
peel them off as needed
learning again to peel away the layers
inside my heart so I stop dragging these memories
that are dragging me down.

wish there was Draino/Liquid Plumber
dissolve the damn hold
that went from faded to too bright
fade is good

out into the sunshine
out of the melancholy
into surrender of what cannot be changed
change the things I can
remember the difference

fade is good