Julssantana:
Thank you for posting your deep strong feelings that most of us feel about those who have hurt us through drinking and maybe taking prescription of illicit drugs.
Your anger and tears are more than heard here. You did right to post in a safe place. Those horrible feelings of abandonment are really real. Loss or never having a good role model is just so infuriating resulting in just so much pain and anger. Again, thank you for letting it out. It is the right thing to do.
Please know that there are many who support you and your efforts to 'be well'. Though you can't see us here we are here and encourage you to keep posting till it is all out.
There are just so many comforting things I would like to tell you but for now, perhaps, it's enough to say thank you for being so very brave.
If it is okay I'd like to give you a little cyber hug.
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