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i am so board and am sick of being left behind. I want to go out but the moment is ruined when my bf says no. Eventhough, he has been out 2 this week. Hocky game and boweling. I know i dont have alot of money but sometimes i want to go out and not be crammed up in this house!@!!!!!!
And when I do tell him that people want to go out, he says i dont want to go. I than get upset after telling everyone I am broke and cant afford to go out, he says to me what do you want to do.
I say, guess i will sit at home today agian.
Why does it have to become drama before anyone listens. I know I dont alway want to go out but just once i wish there ways some flexiblity.
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Sometimes I am high and sometimes I am low.
Everyone around me but I am always alone.
Hour by hour and week by week,
I deal with myself and I never feel complete.
I want to be normal; I want to be sane,
No matter what I do, I always feel the pain.
“Stop the mania and fight back,
It’s all in your head”
I wish I could do it; I would rather go to bed.
Sometimes I am high and sometimes I am low,
I wish they could see me, so I won’t be alone. 
By Pam
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