Thank u all fro your kind thoughts and words they really have helped this weekend!!! I don' think i would have gotten thru it without all my Pc friends, including those in chat!! You have all been so great!!! I can't thank u enough!!!! I have been up for over 30 hrs now cos i'm to anxious and scared to sleep!!!
I know there are only two more days untill i see the doctor so just need to hang on bit longer!!! At least I'm off work for 2 days now!!!!

Thank you all again u mean so much!!!! HUGS TO ALL!!!