I too was diagnosed with schizoaffective after an initial diagnosis of bipoar..I feel my Pdoc suddenly changed my diagnosis due to me finding another Pdoc, he was extremely hurt...(Pdoc)))) But I too have been known to believe strange delusions, I think I may have scared a few folks here at PC with my delusions, but they welcomed me back, this is a very loving community...

If you are feeling lonely, I would suggest making friends here at PC it is such a great community (((((PC)))))) You can start be letting people get to know you and your story, who you are (PM me anytime artsyblonde) and eventually become one of the ones who helps other people, gives support, and just listens, lets others cry on your shoulder...

PC is a GREAT support system

That being said I would not neglect real life either at the same time you could join a support group such as dbsalliance.org (click on find support to find a meeting near you) My best friends have come from this support group, it is conducive to finding real frinedships

Or you could join a group with similiar interests as you have, a book club, meetup.com group, a church, you know YOU best...

These 2 things working together should leave that loneliness at bay

((((no more loneliness))))