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I guess I don’t know if you suffer from bipolar, I read your profile and did not see it listed.
No worries, bipolar have different stages of highs and lows. Encompassed with your pregnancy your hormones are in overdrive.
Many things can trigger the mania and the feelings are real. Relationships, self esteem/self validation is very important.
Sometimes it’s hard to see ourselves as others view us, and even harder with bipolar.
People always tell me things especially my boyfriend and others that I am beautiful, however dealing with bipolar, one negative comment or action can hunt us for ever.
I know these sounds hard but try to communicate your feeling with him.
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Sometimes I am high and sometimes I am low.
Everyone around me but I am always alone.
Hour by hour and week by week,
I deal with myself and I never feel complete.
I want to be normal; I want to be sane,
No matter what I do, I always feel the pain.
“Stop the mania and fight back,
It’s all in your head”
I wish I could do it; I would rather go to bed.
Sometimes I am high and sometimes I am low,
I wish they could see me, so I won’t be alone. 
By Pam
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