Zen, my sweet......

It occured to me that......they might be jealous, no?

Women in groups have never really appealed to me either......my male friends have told me that I might be "threatening"?

I have a strong personality but am anti-social and introverted......and despite the fact that you say that you are shy......you have never come across to me as shy......quite the opposite.....you seem quite empowered, despite whatever you might be going through in your life.

Maybe it is easier because of the computer screen, but I gotta tell you, you seem like a mighty strong person to me, just in the way that you write......take it with you irl.....

So what if you are shy?, so what if they are horrible?......it is more about their insecurities than anything to do with you.......maybe they have never been tested like you have in their lives......and have never had to take a good long hard look at their own behaviour.......

You have the gift of struggle, of overcoming, of intelligence, of insight.......forgive thier petty mindedness and ignorance......for they are not on the path to enlightenment......like you are......

Take your strength babe......and RUN WITH IT!!! It is always the ones who are jealous or envious who try to take from others.......

Shine, babe, SHINE.......and listen little to negativity......we are with you!

Big hugs,

Michah