Hi white_iris,
I/we found that just after dx a whole lot of people we didn't know were there appeared.
Try to remember that you are no different to what you have always been, whatever you are discovering about yourselves.
This is probably not the best time for you to read up on DID. Let yourselves come to terms with what is happening first.
Obviously you have passed as "normal" until now, so parts of you CAN cope with real life, & have done so for many years.
Don't give up now We are hoping for you to be feeling better soon. Don't let t rush you into stuff you aren't ready for.
<font color="pink">Jenna</font>