PC IS a tool to vent, a tool to grow, you are wise to use it that way, again, you are trying to give yourself a fair chance
I, too have come a long way with the help of PC I could NOT imagine my life without it..
A job, spectacular or not is a JOB!! After all we have illnesses that others do not have to contend with...pat yourself on the back for your job- way to go!!

I am sorry for your separation...perhaps we can be there for you during this time
I feel with this post you are no longer hiding from life, rather, you are jumping in, letting us in, as you say, trying to stay on the right path.
May your path be beautiful, you deserve it

