other selves coming out with memories i don't have. very much pain. one other wants to end everything but T is working with her as often as she needs. she has calmed down some--at least till her next trigger. she is very reactive. just 14 or so. others are there can sense them but they seem to be waiting for their chance. don't know. unsettled and uncertain.
not really sure how "normal" i have been. friends think i am pretty quirky and strange at times--even a bit inappropriate in some situations (start laughing for no reason or in the middle of a serious conversation they say). but i have always passed it off as "the caffine", "new meds", "the moon" "brain freeze or pre-senior moment" and anything else.
someone better work for me this morning or i will have a rough time..just like the police, they're never there when you need them LOL