(((((Fenrir)))))))))))))) Your post is a huge step. Filled with lots of positives about you. To be able to see growth and the issues that were bringing you down is half the battle. The other part is you wrote you will not give up.
you wrote ((I do my best to stay clean and I do what I can to stay on the right path. I try to heal.)))))))))))))))))))
your on your way to your path of healing. Always hope and light and healing and kindness as you just wrote.