Just wanted to say I, too have been known to be unpredictable, erratic, and wild......however I am in the process of recovery, have found some stable friends, even a stable boyfriend, and my erratic behaviors have all but ceased..........(this did take fifteen years though..)

Your family seems to be more caring than mine was...making me extremely dependent on friends...which cannot quite become family no matter how hard one tries....

It seems being eccentric is not accepted in this society, I have found, unfortuneately...

Society was very, very cruel to me when i did not have it together..

People tell me not to blame society but I cannot help it..

Guess those fifteen years will haunt till I die...no matter how together I have worked to get myself..

Hurting still, but offering hope at the same time, Junerain