Then I'm afraid I have a drinking and drug addiction, I'm twenty years and my grandparents where drugs addicts and acholics and my sister is a alcholic and possible a drug addict and here I sit doing exactly what my grandparents did and i don't care for it stops the pain, the pain I feel is real and all I want is more drugs and alchole tomake the pain stop, I know I have a problem but I don't care, I wish I did but I don't. What can I do?