you take it one step at a time put one foot in front of the other - its all we can do......

pleas go see T - the times when we really dont want to go are usually the times when we really do need to go and let us knowhow you go ok

wiht your dad - that is a hard situation - its his decision and his choice - al you can do is give him the facts and let him decide -some people think losing a limb is the end of their life - I work in rehab - and i have sen people go through the grief of losing a limb and the thoughts of loss of independance - there are good prosthetic limbs avaialable that can let a person walk again as well as they did before ....is he getting psyshological support???? I hope so - andi understand the even though he was your abuser bit... I felt the same way when my dad got cancer..

try to take care of you thouhg - somthihg i sometimes do when i feel hopeless is to write down all the thoughts in my head - then i wthink if my best friend said that or someone i loved - what would i say to them and i write that down.....

please take care of you

P7