(((((((((((((((((Lara)))))))))))))))))

I feel your pain. When I was reading your post I thought, "this is my life, to the letter". I can understand your pain. You are doing right by seeing a psychologist. Also, who prescribes you meds, Family Doctor, Pdoc?

I would certainly see a pdoc if you don't already have one. They can really pinpoint what conditions you have, put a name to them, and then help you get the information you need to better understand yourself, and how you can get better. This will also help with your psychologist (T). If you find the right ones they can even work together on your treatment.

Just alittle about my work, hoping it will help you to know that there is a better world for you. I have been seeing my T and pdco for 2 1/2 years, and I can see a difference in myself. I dont' like to admit it but I can see it. This combo does work, but it will take much time and energy on your part and I know it's a long road. You are strong though and I know you can get through this with time.

Take care of yourself. PM me if I can help you in any way.