Ilove him. I know that much. My mind is playing tricks on me. Making me see things the way I normally don't. My bf txt to see how I was like he normally does but I'm tire of txt so I'm ignoring them. And I sort of don't care. I'm afraid of having this work. I'm nauseaus think about him a bit. But also don't want to let him know I'm a ltl enthralled by him. So I'm holding back no rushing. None. Things are going well I just want them to slow down and mayb backwards a ltl ways.