Your thread was lovely chris, i'm sorry about the struggles you have had! But i'm glad you have managed to get something possitive from it and are able to help ppl like me an the others on here! They may just be words but they do help an mean so much! Thank you my friend! I will post about my appointment 2moro to let everyone know how it went! Thank you again to you and everyone else! All your posts mean so much to me! Thanks again x hugs to all