Curled up like a foetus,
No need for sleep!
Swirling thoughts,
In the darkness of my mind.
Worried!
Terrified!
Calm my traffic jam thoughts,
Peak hour in my mind,
Its stretching for hours,
As I wonder what morning will bring.
I realise it already is!
Sleepless night!
Will it trigger mania?
Will my thoughts slow?
Emergency emerging!
Is it my fault?
That the curse keeps striking!
Can I control it?
When will it end?