I am a 16 year old boy in the 10th grade. Ever since I was 13 in the 7th grade, I have been slowly becoming more and more depressed. For about a year it lessened greatly, and about a month ago it started to come back. It is worse than it has ever been. Not only am I completely angry at myself (I spend at least 30 minutes a day yelling at myself), I also am scared of other people. When I go to school, I find it hard to trust people or talk to them because I know they don't like me. Though people say they are my friend, their actions say otherwise.

Also, I have been working since the 7th grade to build an emotional wall. I seem to be the happiest person you could ever meet, but this is extremely fake. I don't want other people to notice me, worry about me or even pretend to worry about me, so I make it seem like everything in my life is great.