Tryingtobeme,

Please take all the good words from Lonegael, Gimmeice, Rohag, DPS, and Starlite to heart my friend. I do so know how hard it can feel at times...like nobody cares and nobody would even notice if I wasn't here but the truth is, those thoughts are the disease and not YOU, the sufferer. You have so much to give and are such a sweet person. I've seen your smile with your son and that was genuine if I've ever seen one. I hope the dentist went ok and I'm sorry I wasn't able to get on much yesterday. It's difficult here at work sometimes so I just bounce on and off when I can. Tuesday was particularly stressful as I had my head swimming in the muck of my own self-diminishing as well as people crying about their broken computers all day.

Don't let that ship sink...keep bailing my friend. Starlite's words about prayer are so nice. Even though I don't believe in the way many people do, I still believe that prayer or meditation or whatever you want to call it really DO affect our lives for the better, we just need to be open to what we receive and can't really rush the results.

You are a very special person and I'm honored to be your friend. Take all of our love and let that lighten your load for a time. Vent here as necessary but don't shut us out. Let us help you along as you've helped others with your sweet thoughts.

I hope the sun shines on your heart today my friend. Try to be well.



Chris