((((Rose3))))
Thank you for the advice and support. It was all I could do to write the paper. The thoughts were just swallowing me that I am carrying. It is something I cannot just stop. I wish I could.
I did not start anything over the weekend. It was all I could do to just to survive. But I did start yesterday. Seems I work best under pressure. I did finish it and got it posted on time. With a new class that started lastnight, it was touch and go.
I have one more paper due in two more weeks. I hope I can start before the day before or the day of. I just need to think, which my mind just keeps racing, yet the race never ends.
Thank you again for your encouragement and support. I send you gentle hugs and loving thoughts.

dps