((((Junerain))))

Just wanted to let you know that I did get my paper done. I had so much trouble concentrating. Right down to the wire. I could not start until yesterday afternoon. I tried to look up references and get them written down yesterday morning but I had to take a break as my head was just pounding.

I worked non-stop yesterday afternoon and early evening. My next class on campus started lastnight so I lost some time. My on-line class paper was due by 12:00 midnight. What I did not realize was that it was due at that time on my professor's time. Which thankfully it was 2 hours difference. I needed it.

I had it written before class and I had to post it within an hour when I got home. I got home early as class was dismissed early, so I sat down to get ready to post it and send it in. Somehow I hit the wrong key and it was gone. All my work and I had only 2 hours to re-do the paper and get it posted.

I was lost and upset and ready to just say forget it. But I sat down and started over. I was so frustrated and tears were filling my eyes so that I could not see. I made myself sit there and re-do the paper and posted it just 4 minutes before the deadline. I could not even breath a sigh of releaf for an hour afterwards. I was just sick and my head would not stop pounding.

When it was all said and done, I did finish and it was there when it was suppose to be. Had I not talked to the girl in the office and found out I had that 2 hour leeway, I do not know what would have happened. Stress hurts and even though I work best under pressure, that was cutting it too close.

I hope you had better luck with your paper. I hope you got it finished and turned in on time. You will have to let me know. I was thinking of you even though I am just now posting back to you. Forgive my selfishness. I wish I could turn off my mind, but still it races. It is not just school and it is not something I can just turn off.

Thank you for your thoughts and for caring. I hope you are doing okay. Sending you gentle hugs and loving thoughts. Always.

dps