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Originally Posted by onlymedid
Thanks everyone for the kind and helpful words.
I am going to see what I can do to improve my work environment, since there really isn't anything I can do about it right now. 
I am going to talk to my T tomorrow about everything. I just don't want to live miserably. It sucks my energy and keeps me from having fun with my family. I just really don't want to do this anymore. |
(((onlymedid)))
I can relate to a lot of what you defined as the cause of your misery. Just curious if these feelings seem to follow you ~ no matter where or when you work? Like, you dread working, regardless?
I felt a lot like that most of my life (so far). Always assuming that if I got out of that job, that neighborhood, or whatever, I'd feel better. Truth, for me, was that those strong emotions of misery stem from myself. And there is no escaping myself. This may or may not apply to you ~ I was just hit by these thoughts as I read your initial post. If I'm wrong, please forgive me.
Take care!
Shez